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[Mar. 13th, 2006|07:39 pm]
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[mood | guilty]

Now I feel massively guilty for not being more patience. I realize this has hit him totally out of the blue (that's sarcasm, you smoke 3 packs a day and have a triple bypass and several strokes, and you know you've pushed the odds) but he is making me crazy.

I leave at 5:30 AM & get home around 7 PM – 4 days a week. I do not like this schedule but it leaves me a day to schedule his doctors' appointments and other things that are hard to do on weekends. Before I even get the door closed he is screaming for me from his chair (he is perfectly capable of moving around the house he just has this super recliner and he prefers to stay in it about 90% of his waking hours) – he needs me to call on two bills he received (he's also perfectly capable of using the phone, except he yells at recordings).

If he could figure out a way to send me to the bathroom for him – he would.

Please go read 'Reconcilation' over at http://community.livejournal.com/humaninterest/ (of course you'll have to read "Human Interest" first or it won't make any sense since it is fanfiction of fanfiction) and tell me you love me inspite of my typos.
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[User Picture]From: [info]snakelights
2006-03-14 01:42 am (UTC)

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Oh darling- got here from your fiction and i feel so sorry about your Dad!

At the sympathize with your pain of having a sick someone manage to drive you crazy. Hope things turn out better for you
[User Picture]From: [info]swirlnghellfire
2006-03-14 10:47 pm (UTC)

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i love you in spite of your typos. you wouldn't belive how horribly i type on AIM. hehe

sorry to hear about your trials at home. my mom is having health difficulties too, and is just about as frustrating to deal with... and i definitely relate to the guilt of thinking: "argh, i'm too busy to deal with the fact that you're being a pain in the ass!"

{{{hugz}}}

keep on rockin, and thank you for your wonderful fic. :)


P.S: not that you have a lot of time to chat of course, but my AIM s/n is "annunakiSGZ" if you want it. peace out :)

[User Picture]From: [info]k_tinxx
2006-03-16 02:17 pm (UTC)

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I love you inspite of your typos!

And I know just the place for you to go: Brokeback Mountain, lol.

On a more serious note and although this may sound totally clichéd and corny: With Reconciliation you are already co-creating a wonderful world to inhabit. The perfect place. In RL, they just don't come with that degree of all-around completion. -- Sorry, I wanted to cheer you up but I don't seem to have hit the right tone, do I. I meant well, though.

These are tough times for all of you. Just remember that fear, gut-clenching, mind-numbing fear of death, can bring out the worst in people, especially when it is accompanied with the fear of the fear. Your father seems to have a hard time addressing his fear. Or fears. Cut him some slack. And know that I love you inspite of your typos.
From: (Anonymous)
2006-03-18 06:29 am (UTC)

sorry

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I wanted to let you know I love your writing. Even though I don't know you, I sorry for your stress. It's not easy caring for a sick, cranky parent. The fact that you are doing it at all is an amazing thing and shows your strength of character.